This week has been pretty exceptionally boring.

Except for Thursday. I decided to stop off at Wendy's for dinner after I went and dropped my prescription off/harassed Justin at Walgreens.

Worst fast-food choice ever.

Tim/the idiot ex was there. Ironically his skank-face cousin was also working there, but I'm pretty sure that was an unrelated phenomenon. Or something. I hadn't noticed his scrawny, greasy ass there until I had paid for and gotten my food. They hand me my tray, and I turn around to go find a table and I see him.

Here's a summary of my thought process: "Is that doucheface? Oh.My.Fricken.God.It.Is. Goddamn it I wish Justin was here so I could rub it in his face. I swear to god if he insinuates that I'm a whore I'm gonna beat his face in...or if he insinuates that I'm stupid...I'm not here. I don't want to have any conversation with that socially retarded fuck. Not here. Not at all. Glad to see he's as stupid as he has been...Okay he hasn't noticed me yet. There's a table I can get to without attracting attention"

After that I sat and tried to eat my food without wanting to puke. Mission accomplished. Of course while I was sitting there I was kinda looking blankly at the side of his head, giving him the stink-eye in the off chance he turned his head, and mentally berating myself at how I wasted six months on that fucker and how it really shouldn't have made it past the first fucking date.

Of course it didn't help that I was being laughed at via text. (yep, you know who you are =P) Okay, maybe it did...it's one of those situations that's hilarious as long as it's not happening to you...but yeah...

Just because I felt like it, I drove home and cranked "Picture to Burn" and sung it at the top of my lungs since that song is my fuck you to the bad karma from that relationship. Especially when I've altered the lyrics to fit my unique situation...haha

Needless to say that was the most "exciting" thing that happened to me all week. Which is kind of pathetic.

In other news, Justin's mom had me help them decorate the Christmas tree today...It came out good if you ask me :)

You all know how I like doing these sort of "what I'm listening to these days" posts every so often...so it's due time for another one :)

Have a Cigar - Pink Floyd:  This is one of those songs I know by synthesizer riff alone. Kind of like "Magic Man" by Heart and "Tom Sawyer" by Rush. This one is just really fun to drive home to, since I tend to use one hand like a musical conductor. It keeps me amused in bumper to bumper traffic, and keeps me from developing hypertension...so I'm all for it.

Congregation of the Damned - Atreyu: Their new CD is no Lead Sails, Paper Anchor, which I adored, but this song has been stuck in my head. And its one of the few songs with screaming that I can stand. I like "Bleeding is a Luxury" better though.

Yule Shoot Your Eye Out - Fall Out Boy: Emo Christmas songs FTW! Plus..."Merry Christmas, I could care less" about sums up my feelings about the holiday season this year since I'm still financially crippled from being fired. I swear if Justin gets me something worth more than about eighty bucks I'm gonna slap him, because I don't have the money to get him anything extravagant. I really don't want it to be a repeat of our anniversary where I spent a grand total of $50 and he spent god knows how much on my earrings...although I spent hours on that pack of "Reasons Why I Love You" cards. One of the things I'm getting him for Christmas is on the creative plane in the manner of that, and the other is me telling him "Go get your combat boots resoled and I'll pay for it".

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa: Who can't resist a little Lady GaGa? Especially when it gets stuck in your head within three minutes of hearing it.

Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen: I've pretty much boycotted American Idol since the third season, when I lost all faith in the American Idol voters for letting fucking FANTASIA BARRINO win. They redeemed themselves slightly with Carrie Underwood, but then they didn't let Chris Daughtry win either. This song is pretty good. I can't judge what this dude's musical career will do based merely on this song, but it looks like people might have hit the nail on the head this year.

Breakeven - The Script: This is one of those songs that I hope to hell I will NEVER have to have on repeat for "OMG I so identify with this" reasons. Actually thinking about that makes me sick. It is catchy, and I have been digging their whole CD since I downloaded it last week.

White Liar - Miranda Lambert: I love Miranda Lambert and that twang-y quality in her voice. This song is not as "you're a douchebag, how dare you treat me like a piece of shit" as her other songs, like "Kerosene", "Gunpowder and Lead", and "Crazy Ex-Girlfriend", but I still love it.

I Know, I Know, I Know - Tegan and Sara: Once you get used to their voices, their music kinda grows on you. Plus they're a Grey's Anatomy staple :)

Hot Mess - Cobra Starship: I gained a new appreciation for them when I saw them open for Fall Out Boy...and their songs are constantly stuck in my head.

Evacuate the Dance Floor - Cascada: Another one in the manner of Lady GaGa that manages to get stuck in my head. ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME.

Tik Tok - Kesha: The first time I heard this song it drove me nuts. The more I listened to it, what little of the 80's kid I have in me decided that the background music kinda sounds like a video game...Tetris perhaps...and then I learned the words...and it's pretty fun to sing obnoxiously in my car.

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City: I love "Fireflies", and this song is even better.

Baby Girl - Sugarland: I love Sugarland...and "Dear Mom and Dad, please send money, I'm so broke that it ain't funny" is pretty much the sentiment of my life at the moment. Even though my parents mom are is barely on speaking terms with me still. My Dad is a lost cause.

If You Only Knew - Shinedown: They're growing on me.